In class, I freaked out when the teacher was talking about how they skin animals alive and how theyre mutilated for the sole purpose of becoming edible meat for us to eat.
I started getting sweaty and dizzy, and asked to step outside...
She asked why I was going through all that, and I told her it was probally because I was post traumatic. While I was out there, I was uncontrollable in controlling thoughts of my previous home life.
She doesnt see a connection between roadkill or mutilated animals with my abuse, torture, and mother dying.
Shes trying to imply placebo and not so much post traumatic behaviour....
however I think that it has a very strong connection... anyone here know much about psychology that is with me on this?